Love_My_Way

Its been a while. I know. Things have been good. Been stayin with Colt alot and goin to parties and wat not. He comes over here. We've been goin to the movies and chillin in the pool and wat not. lol. Matt and I are good. But its not like anyone cares about that. Thats ok. I like him tho. Hes not wat everyone thinks. So today is Lou's party. Shes 10 and its also fathers day. WEll not much more. Might have a party Wednesday and then goin to the movies tuesday or w.e.

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Well weeks been ok. Went to hershey park, which was fun.
Today Im going to my dads for a lil party...hopefully ill
be able to go to the inner harbour with some friends tho...
There are some people I really do miss, but, what can you do if
you keep trying and you just dont succeed. Move on. AND thats
the hardest thing to do.
Last nites tribute to THE BREAKFAST CLUB on the mtv movie awards was excellent
I love them! I LOVE MOLLY RINGWALD! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! I like cried. It was
so sweet. omg. omg. savour that moment.
My mom is going to New Mexico with my stepdad, therefore, me and lou (aka Sam)
are gonna be all over the place. Nothing else new, except i keep breaking out
in rashes! ah ew wut?! Idk. but i think im gonna go. update this in like a week or less.

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AlWaYs.
TaBiThA.

Weekend was good.
Went to the mall. Got bunch of hollister/abercrombie stuff.
Prepped Matt and Linds!
Went to bowlin with bunch of people. So much fun. <333 you guys!!
Linds came over. We had fun.
Swam for a long time today too.
Im tan.
Watchin Classic Movies: Breakfast Club, Fast Times At Ridgemont High, Dazed
& Confused, Weekend At Bernies, Mall Rats, and more!
Eatin snoballs and subway subs.

Summer is the life. No school. No rules. Party like its hott.

XBang BangX

Today was nice.
Woke up @ 830 and went to McDonalds with Mom.
School was from 930-1030! Exam 3 was easy. Math. pshh
Went shoppin from 1130-230!

Abercrombie: Tank,Tee,Polo,& Jacket
Hollister: Bermudas n Capris
American Eagle: 3 belts, socks, jewelry, Flip flops

Mom is the best. She spent like $200. on me today. That was nice of her.
Being spoiled sometimes is bad....AHHH! B.c then your expectations get higher.
{8~[

Trampoline with D. Everyday. lol. Goodtimes.

Dinner is cookin.YUM!

Exams almost done. Yes! 3 to go!

I have growing pains tho. >8~{ god damnit!

School is dumb.
People are gay. ha. well people are dumb. my bad.
Exam Spanish today. Easy.
Last full day today.
Bored.
Tired.
Still kinda hungry.
Bye.

This weekend was a blast.
Friday chilled with Deanna.
Saturday went to the mall with Marie and Tina. Good times. Got a hollister shirt and a rele cute jean skirt and a cute lil blue zipper track jacket.
Then we came here. Chilled. Listened to music and did makeup.
Went to the movies. Met up with Court and Hannah.
Eric came.
Nathan and his friend came..but left.
Then Matt and Randi came.
Colt couldnt cause of graduation.
The Longest Yard was good.
We all had fun.
Then came home.
Sunday had the party. Everyone came. It was nice.
Lit fireworks. Swam. Ate. Drank a little bit..hmhmhm. Played monopoly. Played Texas Hold Em. Watched Breakfast Club. Classic.
Put makeup on the guys. lol.
Crashed at 2.
Colt spent the nite. We woke up around 1230.
Watched some of the Hopkins/Duke Lacrosse game. Hopkins won.
We both "sat in the sun" lol and played cards.
Ate.
Watched more of Dazed and Confused. Another Classic.
Ate more.
Played Ghost Recon on PS2.
Colts leaving.
Im chilling.

Plans for this week.
Tuesday- half day then take spanish exam.
Wednesday- im exempt from gym/health but then i take Math. Get out around 1145. Get my toenails done with mum.
Thursday- World Civ and then IPS-Science Exam. Dismiss 1145. Prolly go shop and then go to counseling.
Friday- exempt from Theology but take English exam. Then locker cleanout. After school Colt Laur and Matt are prolly gonna come over. We're goin to Towson and then comin back to swim and chill.
Saturday- Work Training from 10-2. that sucks.
Sunday-September 8th.... FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh. :)

Ok. So I know Ive stated the plans so many times...oh welll... they always change.
Today I am doing nothing. Prolly clean the effin pool. Wanna help me?!
Tomoro going to the mall with Marie and Tina. They are coming over to hang out.
Then we are going to the Movies with alotta people to see The Longest Yard at 7:50 I think.
Sunday we have the big party. Colt is spendning the nite.... I THINK.
Monday we are off. Ill prolly have to clean up and everyone will have a hang over. Its a given.

I have this thing on my lip. Like I always bite it wen Im nervous or what not. And from biting it
I irrattated it. So Idk. Now theres this lil bump there. Also. i have this weird big bite on my finger. It
freakin hurts. I dont think its a mosquito bite. AHHH!

Poor Tab.

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OK so colten bailed out on me. oh well.
tomorro im doing nothing. might go to his dance tho...
saturday mall with marie and tina.
saturday nite movies with a bunch of people
sunday party hardy
monday off.


no more school after these 5 exams next week.

BITCHES.

People Are still gay.
You might know who you are, even if i dont...
Confusing...I know.
Friend came over.
Lots of fun.
Plans for thursday till next friday:
Thursday=school.dress down.
Friday=off. do something i hope.
Saturday=Mall hopefully. then movies later. The Longest Yard;dunno wat time...post that later
Sunday=Party for mom. Lots of fun! bunch of people are coming.
Monday=off again.
Tuesday=full day, with 1st exam at lunch.
Wednesday= 2nd & 3rd exam;i only take 3rd then leave
Thursday=4th & 5th exam, then leave
Friday= 6th & 7th exam; i only take 7th and then locker clean out.

Soon Ill be having a big ass party. Actually, a lot of parties. Birthday, regular parties, and then a sponsor party. Sponsor party is where im inviting like...everyone i know. they can bring 1 or 2 people. BUT...sponsor means you have to pay $5 to get in. Your guest only pays $1. They're all pool parties so.. and the reason why its a sponsor party is because im going to be in the Miss MD Teen USA pagent and i need to get like $995.00. But a party is just something extra.. i still need to get money from other communities as well.. okay well since im dirty and hungry im gonna shower and eat.

Bye.

nothing much.
fighting with people.
they suck.
detentions.
no school.
i dont care.
school sucks.
I have an admirer..
Off friday.
Mall friday.
movies saturday.
party hardy sunday.
off monday.
finals bitch.
im exempt from 2.
just a little bit.
im thro with you.

Been a while. I know.school is over. all i have is 3 1/2 more days! damn. thats nice. hahahaha. anyways, i got into this big fight with someone at school. oh no. and that made me fight with more people. oh no. idk. its ghey. yea i said its fucking GAY. retarded. i hate so many of those goddamn girls. every single day i have a problem with someone. its pathetic. i rele wish i could leave but i cant. uhm went to maries party. it was sooo much fun. i dont feel like typing too much tho. im tired. went to work as assistant photographer at 2 weddings. got paid $230.00! yeay. so this friday we're off and a whole bunch of people are prolly goin to the movies and then saturday to the mall. something like that. uhm.. sunday is my moms party. it will be so much fun. hopefully some people can come. uhm... thats about all. i feel a little sick. oh well. i think i mite go back to bed...

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Wow. Havent updated in a while. just been busy.
The recital was awesome. Got my trophie, and lots of flowers. Carnival was ok, up until it started to rain. we all couldnt hang out, unfortunatly. but there was some sneakin out. lol. haha. uhm..not alot going on. one week of school left! (7 days) not including weekends!
well im gonna go.
haha

Ok, so things with marie and i are better. but things still suck. hopefully saturday after the carnival i can go to matts so we can all chill! saturday morning/afternoon is my recital too! uh idk im bored and whatever.

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ok so like always things pretty much suck. im almost sure noone reads this anyway. its all about myspace now, but i dont even really care. ive felt like shit. things are going bad. i dont even feel like talking about it. but to make the long story short, things with friends are retarded. what friends? well the so called ones in that hell hole school. well g2g dance eat tan hw and whatever.
got a job! woo hoo! Flynn N O'Hara. haha.

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Well, yesterday was so much fun. Went to the carnival and met up with Maria. Saw chris and tim and brady. ah no smoke! ahh! Sooner we saw Justin James and Megan. but Maria left and i eventually met up with Colten, Matt, Ryan, Tyler, Britt, Dylan, Megan, and Paige. Justin was sick and didnt go on rides. I didnt hang out with him much. Idk whats up with him or me. I just dont know. Well anyways, it was fun except these weird wiggers were trying to get my number and Matt and Colten were like wtf get away. then some other guys said stuff to me too. oh well. saw Megan M and her crew and saw Pappy and Yolie. well then we all went back to Matts house and hung out. Matt and I talked and played pool. well anyways then we went back to Colts and slept. Then today we had crabs with the whole fam. I have to work on this stupid project for sister michelle. ugh! and well not much more. just talk on the phone.

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Well. Last nite was the carnival. It was me, linds, ria, val (for a bit) and bryan (for a bit) jules, tina, justin, and sean. It was fun. I was upset that a few people couldnt go **** and ******. oh well. but everything was fine. idk what more to say. Kryzel and Megan are ok again, but i still know that megans friends dont like me for like no effin reason. oh well. thats their problem, they dont know me. well tonite im goin to the carnival with james megan o. justin kristie colten and all of his friends. should be fun. then im spending the nite over colts and tomorro our whole fam is eating crabs! happy mothers day. hope you're not a mother!

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Ok so things are going shitty once more. I really thought that Megan M. was my friend but I heard she was saying stuff. Now all of her friends hate me. This girl An Dang says stuff and she did yesterday right infront of my face and megans face. whatever. another thing that bites the dust is that this stupid girl kristi is sayin shit too. Colten isnt goin tomorro which made me rele depressed since he has lacrosse practice and marie might not go. ugh! im hoping kryzel can go. she gave me a pic today which was nice. shes rele been a good friend to me so far. its nice. uhm... james and i are fighting too, which doesnt make things good, and add justin to that list. i just once more cant stand people that judge me wen they dont know me. and sister freakin michelle plants this big freakin project on us thats due in like a week and a half! my mom was like WUTTT?!!?!? yea. neways. lianna got the freakin job that i hope i get. jesus why cant things go right. im so disatisfied. everything freakin sucks.

except my hair. :)

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Everyone loved my hair. Unless they were lying. Thats alotta lies. Anyways, school as always is gay. Today was normal. I have to fnish this stupid convent paper i actually havent even started and its due friday. sr. michelle gave us a 5 page paper including work cited thats due in a week and a half! ahh. me and justin i think are taking a break. idk. im so unsure. but a break is a break, not a break up. we need to think about it this time apart. might work out, might not. anyways, dance rehearsel is tonite again! ahh. and i hate this girl kristi, shes got a problem with me for like no reason. anyways. not much more to say. g2g i guess.

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forgot to mention that im completely blonde, short, and thinned out.

muah to that

Sry about not updating. I rele dont think it matters anyways. Well things have been ok i guess. Softball def turned out to be not what i expected. im unsure of what will happen next year. Me and my friend Kryzel have became very close. Which is great. Ive also became close with some other people and def close with Colten and "that crew". lol. Infact, me and matt are really good friends. But a rele suprising bad thing is that me and justin are really on the edge. We have not broken up but i def think its coming. I dont wanna be serious, and i think he feels the same way. We are too young and i dont wanna be tied down, i just wanna have fun and chill with friends. Before it was too emotional, and that is something i def didnt need. We will still always always be best friends. we know eachother better then anyone else. i know everything about him and vise versa. noone will ever take my place and noone will ever take his place. We have a life full of memories that i will never forget. idk. i just do not want a relationship rele. yesterday was a year and a half! whoa i know. idk. everyone is suprised cause they never thought this would happen, and neither did i. i just think we've drifted and we are changing. but anywho, today gram and i are going to towson to go shopping. i rele wanna go to abercrombie and hollister and ae to get some new shit. i need to buy Marie her present which she will def love to much and i also need to get some cheapo old navy flip flops.
oh and.. "Just because i like to shop doesnt mean i am the biggest dramatic prissy rich girlie girl.
you dont know me so shut the fuck up."

i hate wen people assume shit about me, cause noone knows my life or me.

:) smile its monday and we are off!